Better Days!
Heyya All.
Well i'm feeling much much better these past few days.
The scary dreams came back again last night, in vivid detail.
Same as before cept i was the victim of a horrific crime.
I awoke, startled, but with clarity. Sorted through the random thoughts and re-pieced the dream back into waking consciousness. Not sure exactly what it was, but it definately had meaning to it...
Went to the doctors recently and got myself sorted out. If i had have known this option would bring such good results i would have done it sooner. I've got my memory back, have much better motor control, and there's a dramatic drop in the sucky yukky darkness that has been revisiting time and time again.
Spending time up here with my folks has been relaxing to the point of boredom. There's not much to do bar go walking or play guitar. I wish i knew someone up here.
Still don't know if i want to stick around or head back Melbourne town. I keep choosing one and then the other. It would take the right kinda place and people to live with for me to stay.
It kinda scares me, the thought of staying here. I doubt i'd find anyone that i could relate to, on matters of spirituality / exploring the consciousness / origins of humankind. That stuff gets me fired up. The eternal questions yet to be fully experienced by the general population...
What matters to me is being in the right place, surrounded by positive, uplifting people. TO feel like i 'belong', to have fun, be happy, and be all i can be :)
A.
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Well i'm feeling much much better these past few days.
The scary dreams came back again last night, in vivid detail.
Same as before cept i was the victim of a horrific crime.
I awoke, startled, but with clarity. Sorted through the random thoughts and re-pieced the dream back into waking consciousness. Not sure exactly what it was, but it definately had meaning to it...
Went to the doctors recently and got myself sorted out. If i had have known this option would bring such good results i would have done it sooner. I've got my memory back, have much better motor control, and there's a dramatic drop in the sucky yukky darkness that has been revisiting time and time again.
Spending time up here with my folks has been relaxing to the point of boredom. There's not much to do bar go walking or play guitar. I wish i knew someone up here.
Still don't know if i want to stick around or head back Melbourne town. I keep choosing one and then the other. It would take the right kinda place and people to live with for me to stay.
It kinda scares me, the thought of staying here. I doubt i'd find anyone that i could relate to, on matters of spirituality / exploring the consciousness / origins of humankind. That stuff gets me fired up. The eternal questions yet to be fully experienced by the general population...
What matters to me is being in the right place, surrounded by positive, uplifting people. TO feel like i 'belong', to have fun, be happy, and be all i can be :)
A.
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