Gigs, (Why am I so bitter, Is it the tea?)
I have started innumerable journal entries lately and have not been able to get passed the first sentence or two. I don't really know why there are lots of things I would like to document for myself. Journalling is also a superb procrastination tool so I am totally baffled as to why I simply can not write. Perhaps there is not enough angst in my
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Oh yeah well it has been a weird week for everyone. I don't know if you can really blame karma for shit luck. But I guess its important that you are aware that you were doing something that wasn't entirely respectful of another person. I think everyone enjoys sexual attention, to an extent??? If he knew you weren't going to put out then you can't blame yourself that much?
I should have know better and piked on my friend. I could have gone home or tried to crash at another friend's place even though it was late. I could have let her sleep with Mr Comb over. I guess ironically I didn't want to make a scene.
I think we are on hiatus. She told me tonight that she wasn't going to see the counsellor anymore and that she was "controlling" her drinking. I told I needed a break because I think she still needs to be seeing a counsellor. She didn't understand and tried to make it about me and that night. She isn't listening so there is nothing I can do. It got kind of ugly two women crying on the phone about nothing is really a bizare thing to be happening at my age.
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