Mar 16, 2001 12:43
Why do we go and reveal our insecurities?
They are there...we deal with them to a point...and then they come out in some strange way and just kinda stuff things up.
Mine haven't stuffed things up yet I feel that by voicing them I have now been kinda weak.
Like, why can't I just be glad with how things are going and stop bringing up stuff that I know is gonna be fine. Why can't I just accept that 'one day' things are going to work out and I need to be patient. No matter how much I talk about it, it is not going to change anything except probably annoy the person involved. I am sorry if I annoyed you... :)
Things will be fine I know. Things ARE fine, actually. They haven't been better and I know at this rate they will only improve....I just have to keep my lame ass doubts from surfacing and making their presence known just when things are totally cool.