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I feel absolutely sick with panic - and I don't know why. Just woke up this morning with this swirling mass in my chest/stomach that won't let me think of anything else. Couldn't go into work this morning - maybe the panic is there for a reason. Maybe I would have got run over today. I'm convinced that I shouldn't go out of the house. I don't know. It sounds crazy, but I've had feelings before - like this - totally inexplicable - that turn out to be *something*. Like the day when I knew I shouldn't go to uni - and I went - and ended up having a massive car accident and totalling my car. I had the swirling mass yesterday morning too but not as bad as this morning.
I can't eat. I can't think. I can't stop pacing and shaking with nervousness. I don't know what the fuck is wrong.
I can't eat. I can't think. I can't stop pacing and shaking with nervousness. I don't know what the fuck is wrong.