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Sep 15, 2010 00:35

sometimes i just want to be that person who can always be there.

these past 2 weeks, i feel so powerless. i could not even be there for myself, at the very least. I just wanna be there for the people i love. it feels like my life force is constantly being sucked by work, study and more work. I wanna lighten up. I want to be able to explore new things with her. I want to be able to just readily let go of work when i'm with the person i love most.

I feel that i need to do more. I guess i just need to grow up a little bit more each day learning how to be that person who would consistently bring a big smile to the people i love.

i want to read more, talk more, learn new things, learn new jokes, tell more stories.. be more than just my 8-5 work and 8-11 studying. I want to have my happy go lucky mode 11-12 and 6-8.

well that just means less sleep for me... there's always brewed coffee and saturdays naman eh :)
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