i miss college
life's so different after college. everything just seems so routine and that you'll just always be looking forward to fridays and saturdays and sundays and weekday dinners (with my loved ones at home or with my girlfriend). its like you would always want the days to pass by so that its friday again. its sad to know because you feel that a big part of you, monday to thursday, is taken away. its like your life force is sucked and you can only take what's left, what they allow you to have. whoever 'they' might be. well, that's a bit too much to say, but i guess you know what i mean by that. i just wanna feel mondays, tuesdays, wednesdays and thursdays again.
i feel like i'm losing myself everytime i go to work. i go into that strict environment which allows little expression of myself. nowadays, its such a luxury to be able to express yourself. i've always taken that for granted back in college. on the other hand, thank god there's livejournal.
i miss the days when i would just look forward in hearing what my prof has to say about life, about the beauty and elegance of an equation, about the importance of doing from saying. doing as our philosophy teachers would say it.... well, i realize that the doing that they teach is overrated. i'm at least thankful to have known that its what we should strive to be. to do, to be and not be like the hypocrites that nietzsche describes. on the contrary, we're fundamentally free so there's no reason for me to be ranting like this.
well, i guess, the bottomline is that i miss ateneo.
there's a lot of things that this school has given me that i cherish.. ASEC, mountaineering, xanland, dota, condo life, values, knowledge, failing, learning, growing, friends, a heartbreak, falling back again, finding love again, learning to love completely again. the place taught me how to live. the place taught me how to become more human.
and as i would always say to marshy, there's so much happiness associated with that place that whenever i pass by katipunan, for whatever reason, all my problems seem so easy, everything feels so light and my heart just feels happy.
i feel like i'm losing myself everytime i go to work. i go into that strict environment which allows little expression of myself. nowadays, its such a luxury to be able to express yourself. i've always taken that for granted back in college. on the other hand, thank god there's livejournal.
i miss the days when i would just look forward in hearing what my prof has to say about life, about the beauty and elegance of an equation, about the importance of doing from saying. doing as our philosophy teachers would say it.... well, i realize that the doing that they teach is overrated. i'm at least thankful to have known that its what we should strive to be. to do, to be and not be like the hypocrites that nietzsche describes. on the contrary, we're fundamentally free so there's no reason for me to be ranting like this.
well, i guess, the bottomline is that i miss ateneo.
there's a lot of things that this school has given me that i cherish.. ASEC, mountaineering, xanland, dota, condo life, values, knowledge, failing, learning, growing, friends, a heartbreak, falling back again, finding love again, learning to love completely again. the place taught me how to live. the place taught me how to become more human.
and as i would always say to marshy, there's so much happiness associated with that place that whenever i pass by katipunan, for whatever reason, all my problems seem so easy, everything feels so light and my heart just feels happy.