emptiness
when i'm not doing anything productive, i'll feel empty.
whenever i keep myself busy, i feel accomplished, but at the end of the day, if i only did it for myself, i'd feel empty.
on the other hand, i find meaning when i do things for others.
its weird to know that when i do things for my own good which should have more real meaning because it benefits me, i cannot find any meaning.
directing myself to other people gives me happiness and i don't know why. i guess its because i know that i have touched that someone's life one way or another and it stays with them. i guess its because humans are really like that, primarily because we're relational beings. and from discerning, i found that the highest form of relationship is a relationship with God in relation to other people (napaka atenista naman nito. sorry ha. senti mode kasi eh). ^_^
whenever i keep myself busy, i feel accomplished, but at the end of the day, if i only did it for myself, i'd feel empty.
on the other hand, i find meaning when i do things for others.
its weird to know that when i do things for my own good which should have more real meaning because it benefits me, i cannot find any meaning.
directing myself to other people gives me happiness and i don't know why. i guess its because i know that i have touched that someone's life one way or another and it stays with them. i guess its because humans are really like that, primarily because we're relational beings. and from discerning, i found that the highest form of relationship is a relationship with God in relation to other people (napaka atenista naman nito. sorry ha. senti mode kasi eh). ^_^