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[anrussel]

everything fell into place this weekend. All the concerns about Lawson and I's relationship, all the doubts about love i was having; they flew out of the window. Lawson happened to be in Memphis with his friend this weekend so i drove up to see him. I'm not sure what it was but something clicked. It was as though the last piece of the puzzle had finally fell into place. He loves me and i love him. But more importantly i'm in love with him. I have no clue what changed but something happened to me. I know that Lawson is the guy i'm supposed to be with (well for now anyway). I had only been away from him for a week but seeing him made it feel like an eternity. I couldn't keep my eyes off of him the entire next day. I want to touch him constantly, be near him all the time, and most of all i couldn't express enough how much i loved him. Seriously, it was like i had uncontrollable vomit of the L word. I'm never the lovey dovey touchy feely girlfriend but for some reason i felt like i was in middle school. Hey and the best part was that we didn't fight at all. We actually spent almost 24 hours with each other and didn't even come close to fighting. Are Lawson and I finally growing up?!?!? Probably not. And chances are there will be plenty more Lawson sucks blogs to be written so i guess i'll have to save this one as a memory so that i dont forget ;)

everything is just peachy right now so i guess i'll be off to do homework
much love- Amanda