I wish I was off work all the time
[hey kids]
The past four days off have been most awesome.
Ugh! I wish I can drink all day and smoke pot all night like I did this past weekend. I've never felt so good. I see now how my friends can be that way all the time now. It's so care free. I wake up so relaxed. It's lke my days in Dallas. How I miss them so. I seriously need to find a connection down here or at least get something from one of the guys.
Anyway I'm back at work and I'm hating it all over again. Not really. I like making money. And I need something to do during the day.
I'm still on my sleep schedule from this past weekend and I cannot sleep. I have to be at work at 6am. That means I have to be up and ready for work in for hours.
I hate not being able to sleep especially since I'm living back at home and also since sister and her family have moved in. IT sucks. Right now I am restless. Wish I had some pot to help me sleep. Believe me it's way better than taking Ambien each night. My brother is one wall over blasting She Wants Revenge on the surround sound. Music is ok w/ me but not shitty music. And on the opposite wall I can hear my sister and her fiancee maoing too much noise. I think they're having sex. I want out. Of all of this.
I seriously was considering quitting or at least cutting my hours of availability from work, renewing my student loans, and living off of that for the next year, so all I could do is take a couple of classes maybe, work some, have my own place and fuck around for the most part.
Oh to dream. Damn I wish my parents weren't cheap asses and support me for a few more years.
[fin]
The past four days off have been most awesome.
Ugh! I wish I can drink all day and smoke pot all night like I did this past weekend. I've never felt so good. I see now how my friends can be that way all the time now. It's so care free. I wake up so relaxed. It's lke my days in Dallas. How I miss them so. I seriously need to find a connection down here or at least get something from one of the guys.
Anyway I'm back at work and I'm hating it all over again. Not really. I like making money. And I need something to do during the day.
I'm still on my sleep schedule from this past weekend and I cannot sleep. I have to be at work at 6am. That means I have to be up and ready for work in for hours.
I hate not being able to sleep especially since I'm living back at home and also since sister and her family have moved in. IT sucks. Right now I am restless. Wish I had some pot to help me sleep. Believe me it's way better than taking Ambien each night. My brother is one wall over blasting She Wants Revenge on the surround sound. Music is ok w/ me but not shitty music. And on the opposite wall I can hear my sister and her fiancee maoing too much noise. I think they're having sex. I want out. Of all of this.
I seriously was considering quitting or at least cutting my hours of availability from work, renewing my student loans, and living off of that for the next year, so all I could do is take a couple of classes maybe, work some, have my own place and fuck around for the most part.
Oh to dream. Damn I wish my parents weren't cheap asses and support me for a few more years.
[fin]