I hate my life

Sep 26, 2010 05:43

I've made a huge mistake. I hate my life. I don't want to be here. I wanted to move to Europe, but Liverpool is a shithole. Everyone here sucks, this place is awful, there is nothing interesting or beautiful anywhere. I hate it. I hate this. I hate my life. There's no point.

No, I'm not gonna end my life. But I just am so sick of disappointment after disappointment, and putting so much effort into making this work and it's shit in the end. the courses are shit, the people are stupid, the place is awful. it's the shithole of England. Fuck this. and on top of this my second favorite band of all time are coming to america after not having played there for over 10 years, and I'm in the UK. FUCK THIS. I wish I was in the US for that. I wish I was in London overall. I love London, I hate Liverpool. I can't believe I'm stuck here for a year. Fuck this. the only decent part is that i can get drunk, but then I just end up in my flat, wasted and alone and depressed.

Good job max. you always seem to fuck yourself in the end.
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