some clarity?

[another_dvs_guy]

So here's the deal. I met this girl. She is smart, funny, incredibly hot, and she rocks my world. We hung out only once, briefly, while I was back in NM (where she lives). She and I became instantly closer than anyone else in my life through several days worth of talking on the phone. Its refreshing just explain everything out and tell all your stories without holding back the wierd things. I really needed someone like that in my life again. There has been a void for a while ... Anyway, I had thought it was totally effed up, but I think its going to be ok, least I hope anyway.

In the meantime, other things have been unfolding....
To start, Amy is trying to get back into my life and I really don't see whats going on here. Most of the time it seems that she just wants to be friends again. Then for some reason she had sent my mom a birthday card. Now she continues to talk about going to NM to see me. Personally I won't let myself get hurt again and there is someone else I need to worry about more right now. If she wants to be friends, I will do everything I can to make that happen, but I can't go further.

Oh, I was in the hospital. They made me leave work and I get there to discover I have a fever of 103. Barely starting to feel better now.

In other news, I am watching the distance grow between an old friend and I by the minute.