Feb 02, 2009 11:11
So a new place equals at the current time and phase a new life... but thus far I'm sure of how I want it to pan out. Making new friends equals an indecisive outlay...I'm not an overly open person, and it took me long enough to be assured of the trusting of the ones I left behind.
But than again sometimes its ok..to be afraid and scared of the endless possibilites that seem inevitable to drive you in some direction.
One thing can be rest assured Im assuming my old thoughts, I feel revitalized to think harder and longer about those questions that lurk inside of me.
I mostly go to bed hoping that it will work out and the people that appear so mundane wont really be as they appear. I havn't got much to offer... all with established friendships and lives. However I have the ability to understand that not everyone and everything is what it seems. One thing moving has taught me is to be stronger to the influences that reflect within life. Not everyone and everything is what it appears...and sometimes its better to know this then go on thinking or believing.
SO for my first entry I'll relay many scattered thoughts of my new place and new phase.
Eventually I'll work them out.
Sometimes It's ok... not to know everything.