I'm up, I'm actually awake longer then 2 hours

[anorexic_witch]

Hey girls
oh wow its been three days now sleeping
only up for 2 hours at a time
so I read on the MS society page what a factor could be
they said over heated.
Makes sense I do sleep with a heating pad
I removed the heating pad plus to antidepressant pills boom
not tired
I have a headache though
I don't realy remember the last three days
with being in sleep word
but I remember I only got up to eat and pee
so I need a shower
and a workout
going grocery shopping for sure
for foods I can eat that low calorie
my dads just lost it
his I don't want to lose you rutines are getting old
he doesn't understand that
I do not want to get better
I have in under controle
I was happy till he started bring up shit
I just had a peek where I cried then I preyed to god
about brenna and her family
now I feel like a pleasent light is shinning on me
thats pretty much everything
love you girls
xoxo
chrisa