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i need to stop being paranoid.
why do i have to cry at night over something that shouldn't even matter?
why do i even care?
maybe it's because i haven't met her. i haven't seen her with him. i don't know how they act together.
i'm pretty sure if i saw them together though i would just stand there crying and have to leave.
embarrass myself.
ryan leaves in a few hours.
work will be awful.
the two weeks of tears and drinking alone begins now.
goodmorning.
why do i have to cry at night over something that shouldn't even matter?
why do i even care?
maybe it's because i haven't met her. i haven't seen her with him. i don't know how they act together.
i'm pretty sure if i saw them together though i would just stand there crying and have to leave.
embarrass myself.
ryan leaves in a few hours.
work will be awful.
the two weeks of tears and drinking alone begins now.
goodmorning.