Aug 25, 2004 18:14
So I've decided that those "survey" things, and those "how to make a..." things are a BIG-ASS waste of time.
In other news, my grandma works at Wal*mart as a greeter now. Chris saw her there today...and that's funny. I have NO MORE cigarettes...and the butts in my backyard are all smoked. I have no idea why I smoke so much...it's like I always think I have more than I do...and then I don't. It's kinda funny though. I need to quit, and I kinda want to quit...and NOW I have a fairly good reason to. IT COSTS TOO FUCKING MUCH! Seriously, like the ones I smoke are like $6.50/pack...which is bad, considering that I don't have a steady flow of income or anything like that. The only money I ever really get(other than my birthday and x-mas) is $10.00 for lunch every week. Granted, I don't eat lunch EVER, but it's still only $10.00...and when you think about it, that gets me about 1 1/2 packs of smokes. THAT is pretty shitty for $10.00 to only get 1 1/2 packs. Then again, I could just STOP SMOKING the expensive ones...or better yet, STOP SMOKING ALL TOGETHER! Yeah, right...ME...STOP SMOKING? That's like saying that George W. Bush was NEVER a coke-addict...or that Bill Clinton really DIDN'T inhale, because he did. Over and over again, in fact. The point is that I need a hobby that I like more than smoking. That way, I'll spend my money on THAT, instead of cigarettes. I have no idea, however, what I do or may like more than smoking. I can think of one thing off the top of my head...SEX, but that's even MORE expensive than cigs. Someone tell me some stuff that I can do instead of smoking. I'll try anything right about now. In the meantime, I think I'll just try to work on cutting back. I think that if nothing I try, I like, then I'll at least be cutting back enough that I can still live with my habbit...and possibly afford it better. Peace out you crack-junkies!
-B-