How was everyone's day?
So I'm tired as HELL. I've been on my feet for about 14 hours in the past two days...AND I've only gotten 12 hours sleep TOTAL too. I was having an ok day...until I got back to my dad's house. I got online, and Kristy said she was waiting for me, and had something to tell me. She also said that she was scared of how I'd react to what she had to say. I said go ahead, and she did. She told me that she got back together with her x....Matt....and I almost cried. I told her that I was cool with it. I also told her that I was hurt, but that I love her, and I'd NEVER let anything happen to our friendship. I AM cool with it...in the sense that it IS her life, and she's free to do whatever she wants with it. HOWEVER; I wish I had been informed by the future-me that this was going to happen....that way I would've NOT spent my time trying to please her and make her love ma and all this shit. I still love her...I really do...and I don't want our friendship to get ruined. I'll do whatever I have to to make sure it stays good...but I don't know if it'll be enough. Anyway...I'm probably making you all fall asleep with all of my life-story shit, so I'm outie!
-Bernie
-Bernie