The melancholy is back. I realized it suddenly right in the middle of class. We were really Keats "Ode to a Nightingale" and I nearly cried ( Read more... )

 I am mixed with equal measures of woe and joy.

I just sent off an email to my boss, basically hedging, giving her the opportunity to tell me I don't have a job....It's not my main job. Its a subcontracting thing that I actually hate and part of me would be relieved but my father would be livid about it. I'm so anxious and fucking sick other this. I ( Read more... )