is it just me?
life just doesnt seem to be fun-- and not in a depressed way, but in a "where the hell did my fun go?" confused sort of way. nothing brings me joy anymore. is 23 too soon for a mid-life crisis? :/
i'm just lethargic concerning everything_ i dont feel like translating, going out, reading, playing games, shopping--anything! i guess its because lately i've had to dip my foot in adult world bullshit: going to court, making decisions concerning going back to school, finding a new job b/c i had to let go of my current one, dealing with thoughts of my fathers mortality, dealing with my teenage nephew's melodramatic bs....not to mention my own life & drama. i have to deal with my crap and with the crap of others and its draining the meaning and fun out of my life. is this what its like being an adult? if so, peter-pan me, please!
this is just a post asking if its just me or does anyone else feel this way too, and to vent a little. i am in no way depressed surprisingly, but rather....tired. i wish i were lk 12-13 yrs old again, where none of these issues existed.
fun...where have you gone?
i'm just lethargic concerning everything_ i dont feel like translating, going out, reading, playing games, shopping--anything! i guess its because lately i've had to dip my foot in adult world bullshit: going to court, making decisions concerning going back to school, finding a new job b/c i had to let go of my current one, dealing with thoughts of my fathers mortality, dealing with my teenage nephew's melodramatic bs....not to mention my own life & drama. i have to deal with my crap and with the crap of others and its draining the meaning and fun out of my life. is this what its like being an adult? if so, peter-pan me, please!
this is just a post asking if its just me or does anyone else feel this way too, and to vent a little. i am in no way depressed surprisingly, but rather....tired. i wish i were lk 12-13 yrs old again, where none of these issues existed.
fun...where have you gone?