and the loneliness ensues
i'm feeling kind of empty today. and very lonely. i kind of want to cry, but i don't think i will. i'm a dumbass and have gotten myself into some trouble, but i don't really want to talk about it, so i won't.
i'm missing Him a lot right now. and that always makes me feel even more sad and lonely than usual. i can't believe how much it still sucks. i totally want to be over it all. but that doesn't seem to be happening very quickly. i hate it that i still want to know why he did it. i hate that i wish i could change things. why can't i just accept it and move on? i guess love doesn't really work that way, well at least not for some people.
i'm working again tonight. i hope it's a good night. i seriously need to figure out what my schedule should be.
i also need to get my ass on doing the homework thing. specifically tech writing. i've been slacking so very much on it. but right now i really hate school. man alive. alright. instead of sitting here complaining, i'm gonna be productive.
i'm missing Him a lot right now. and that always makes me feel even more sad and lonely than usual. i can't believe how much it still sucks. i totally want to be over it all. but that doesn't seem to be happening very quickly. i hate it that i still want to know why he did it. i hate that i wish i could change things. why can't i just accept it and move on? i guess love doesn't really work that way, well at least not for some people.
i'm working again tonight. i hope it's a good night. i seriously need to figure out what my schedule should be.
i also need to get my ass on doing the homework thing. specifically tech writing. i've been slacking so very much on it. but right now i really hate school. man alive. alright. instead of sitting here complaining, i'm gonna be productive.