just a few steps from exploding

[anodynefaerie]

i am freaking out. i'm not making enough money. i'm not doing anything with my life. i'm still way too sad and there doesn't seem to be any solution that helps or much of a change on the horizon. my friends are mia. my car is broken. i'm still broken. fuckity fuck.

sigh. i really wish that life didn't feel like such a fucking struggle. all. the. time.