my head hurts. from let downs and lies.
I am so confused. Last time I spoke to Caleb, I found out that someone wasn't dead...turns out he was lying to me...for a very long time, for almost four years. Once again, I have someone I dearly care about...and I find out something that breaks me. It's fine...everyone does it to me one time or another.
I thought Erik cared about meeting up with me to catch up on our friendship, and he never got back to me. I question this, as I do many other things. Oh Ivy, another humble moment!!
Had fun at the J&A's place. I really like everyone that comes there. Meggy, Dan, Angie, Geri (whom I got to know more about), Mike D., and obviously Josh and Andrea. I've known most of these people before these last few months, but I feel my friendship with all of these people have been renewed to better ones. I'm happy once again!
...ivy...
I thought Erik cared about meeting up with me to catch up on our friendship, and he never got back to me. I question this, as I do many other things. Oh Ivy, another humble moment!!
Had fun at the J&A's place. I really like everyone that comes there. Meggy, Dan, Angie, Geri (whom I got to know more about), Mike D., and obviously Josh and Andrea. I've known most of these people before these last few months, but I feel my friendship with all of these people have been renewed to better ones. I'm happy once again!
...ivy...