You Shouldnt Mix Chronic with Vicodin
Many people would hate me for this but i honestly dont think many people read it so whatever. Where to start well...lets start with a year or so ago when i started smoking. first of all, to all of you who are out there who think, "Hey... If he started smoking weed he'll eventually start doing something worse", fuck off. I believe anything tied to an addiction is fucking piontless, and to all the morons reading this weed isn't addicting, which somewhat explains why i would never do any harder drugs, but theres way more reasons then that. Like life and death. For one I want to live my whole life and die naturally. The only thing that sucks is God, what exactly is he/she/it. I myself dont believe in god, sience makes more sence. I know everybody has there own beleifs and im sorry if i offend, but think about it, think about it long and hard.......What if there is no life after death?....THINK ABOUT NOTHINGNESS(shift got stuck)....It almost is impossible to think of...Its something i cant even think of words to describe it, mainly because i dont know what it will be like.....What happens when your brain...just......shuts offfffffff.........................What Then, I dont even ant to think about it anymore......Then i think about how drugs slowly kill you and how im slowly waiting to die and fuck shortening my life.....Amber i hate to direct this at you but it just scares the shit out of me if i think about you diing before me....i still dont understand how people can know that something is slowly killing them and not care...mabey its because ive never been addicted to anything.............Hmmmmm its late, like 2:38am and i have work at 9, so i get like 5 hours of sleep....wow i need to go to bed...If anything didnt make sence or i fucked up somewhere its because i had minor surgery on my gums and i've been taking pain killers so whatever.....