Sep 13, 2006 17:45
I love being back at Svu. I feel torn, though. Its frustrating coming back and working because I can't take part in plays because of how little time and energy I have and that's one of the reasons I came back. It makes me sad watching everyone else join together and audition and talk and laugh. And is it just me, or am I being left out? When I walk down the hall, people don't make eye contact with me and I give them my best smile. I guess its just because I haven't spent much time with people. I want to but its hard with my busy schedule. I hardly see Tilly, who, by-the-way, is the best room mate ever! So things overall are going well. I think I need to look for a job that pays more so I need less hours. But its hard to find a place that does that. Does anyone know anywhere? if you do, please let me know. I do enjoy my present job but I'm only just getting by. Anway, thanks for the vent and if anyone wants to hang out with a Toney, let me know and we can plan something!! it'd be great!! I sound so desperate!!
hmmm....