Just waiting
I'm not going out of my mind. I'm simply bored and deprived of proper human companionship. What's sad is that Sis. Gingerich only left her house this morning (I didn't see her, though) and I am completely lost on what to do. Had I not had work, today was my first day, I might have been able to join her but, alas, I could not. I don't mind the solitude so much...I'm just going insane having to spend all this time with myself. Its not even that. I just have nothing to occupy my time since I have finished all the sketches I could do for my commission, I finished a 700 page book in a week, I've started another book, I have a job and I have little spending money left of which I spent a little so I could drown my miseries in the only beverage us mormons could use (the ones who don't drink caffeine or soda pop) Hot chocolate. I've done almost everything I can for school preparation. I guess my biggest worry is that I haven't spoken to anyone about anything deeper than getting my job. I guess its not a big deal. I shouldn't even post this but as I've written it I might as well to give people something to read. And it gives me something to do...ok I'm done. I'm going to go motivate myself into something productive. Maybe sleep...