And what have I got to lose When your not worth fighting for...
A&E is my new favorite channel. Its even got MTV beat... and everyone knows how I was a sponge for any second of that channel I could absorb up when I wasn't at home. Seeing as how my parents blocked MTV when I was in middleschool because they thought it was a bad influence on me. Weird...I didn't even think about MTV when I smoked my first joint or cigarrette or when I got real drunk..wait maybe when I had sex the first time...nope I take that back, I was thinking about people coming downstairs..hahah. I don't even use my remote anymore, because I don't wanna watch anything else.
I had the BEST weekend in a looooooong time. It was so good to see so many familiar best favorite faces. And for once we all went out every night. Thursday thru Saturday was just pure drunkeness. Thursday I was 80's and we went to Jakes. And this black guy broke the chair we were sitting on. It was pretty funny seeing him fall. Then Friday was when everyone came!! I was a sexy drag racer. Apparently my boobs being out was shocking? I don't see how they were any different then any other night..lol. And we went to Jakes again. That night was so random and crazy. Saturday I had work, which sucked a ton, to hungover to function. Then later that night I was a hippie and I loved acid. We went to a free jello shots party that this guy from my work had. I think those jello shots were made just for us, cuz we def. made a big dent in them. The cops ended up coming and Saif came to pick up James and Reid sooo I just hopped in w/ him for a sec. then went to Dereks house, then back to my place. OMG...BEST NIGHT... We were all way drunk and stoned and just danced and sang and it was perfection! Jamie and I finally got to sing Panic at the Disco, we've been waiting for too long to do that. I don't think I could've had a better weekend. I am in love w/ my friends, there is nothing or no one better then them. :] :]
This week has been kinda hell. It figures all my teachers would give me a ton of shit to do, just because of the weekend. I had a test, 2 huge papers to write and 2 pop quizzes...wtf! But thank God its over. I'm really starting to like the people I work with..which is so relieving. I still miss that boy more then I should. It really pisses me off that this whole heartbroken process is healing faster. I'll be home soon, which will be good and bad. Living back home w/ the fam. is so stressful but it'll be nice to not have to pay for every aspect of my life for that month. eh TV's on and we're leaving soon to go and help Meg move out of her house and in w/ MAN!!! This coming weekend will be a good vacation from this week.
I had the BEST weekend in a looooooong time. It was so good to see so many familiar best favorite faces. And for once we all went out every night. Thursday thru Saturday was just pure drunkeness. Thursday I was 80's and we went to Jakes. And this black guy broke the chair we were sitting on. It was pretty funny seeing him fall. Then Friday was when everyone came!! I was a sexy drag racer. Apparently my boobs being out was shocking? I don't see how they were any different then any other night..lol. And we went to Jakes again. That night was so random and crazy. Saturday I had work, which sucked a ton, to hungover to function. Then later that night I was a hippie and I loved acid. We went to a free jello shots party that this guy from my work had. I think those jello shots were made just for us, cuz we def. made a big dent in them. The cops ended up coming and Saif came to pick up James and Reid sooo I just hopped in w/ him for a sec. then went to Dereks house, then back to my place. OMG...BEST NIGHT... We were all way drunk and stoned and just danced and sang and it was perfection! Jamie and I finally got to sing Panic at the Disco, we've been waiting for too long to do that. I don't think I could've had a better weekend. I am in love w/ my friends, there is nothing or no one better then them. :] :]
This week has been kinda hell. It figures all my teachers would give me a ton of shit to do, just because of the weekend. I had a test, 2 huge papers to write and 2 pop quizzes...wtf! But thank God its over. I'm really starting to like the people I work with..which is so relieving. I still miss that boy more then I should. It really pisses me off that this whole heartbroken process is healing faster. I'll be home soon, which will be good and bad. Living back home w/ the fam. is so stressful but it'll be nice to not have to pay for every aspect of my life for that month. eh TV's on and we're leaving soon to go and help Meg move out of her house and in w/ MAN!!! This coming weekend will be a good vacation from this week.