Mar 31, 2010 00:46
So this guy at my high school died on Monday. And sure, I didn't really know him-- I mean hell, I was in middle AND high school with him, and I spoke to him maybe four or five times? But still, it's... scary? Maybe? I don't know. Whatever it is, it's not a very nice feeling. It reminds me of when Anika died, and I wasn't upset at first since i didn't know her, but everyone around me being upset got to me. Only I'm not even surrounded my the people who are upset this time. *headdesk* Coherency clearly on leave again. I wish I could, just this once, make sense.
And you know... rumor is, he ODed. I don't know why, but that just makes it that much scarier. I hope it's not true.
Guuuuuuh... my brain's just kind of running on auto-pilot right now. IDEK.
thoughts on life,
dear death please gtfo my life