I suck at this x_____x

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I don't think I can take more of this.

I watch as he chats another girl, flashing that boyish smile that charms anybody. And I feel that telltale heavy sensation in the pit of my stomach.

With much effort, I turn around, and hurriedly walk away, the image burnt brightly in my mind.

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To the One who Left...

...the same one who'll never know about my feelings.

First of all, I like you.

I might even be in love with you.

But you'll never be aware of that. Because I won't tell you. Because our friendship is too important to me to let my feelings get in the way.

Besides, I'd be awkward around you once we see each other again. I ( Read more... )

What can I do?...

I miss you already...

But I don't want to...

Of wanting you to leave

Or

Of needing you to stay

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How does one make a choice?

bittersweet things.
the taste they leave.
neither bitter nor sweet.
the flavor of something much deeper.

forbidden emotions.
the ache they give.
neither wanted nor needed.
the longing for something better.

your warmth to my frozen heart.
simple touches that mean a lot, suppress a lot.
gazes that can only flicker momentarily.
too conscious, too scared.
words that go unsaid, swallowed at the surge of emotions.
steps that lead away, far away.
smiles that are fake, or trying to hide.
unrequited... stay strong. hold on.
then let go. be better.

we've all heard ( Read more... )