Comments | annawentbananas: Do you ever just feel like you don't belong?

annawentbananas

Do you ever just feel like you don't belong?

Dec 06, 2004 17:16

I sit at home, and I feel lost. I don't know any of them anymore. By them, I mean my family. I go to work, I eat up in my room, do my homework, talk to Des and Tony, and ignore them because I hate to have to see what they've turned to. But did they really "turn" to anything? I remember when I was younger, lying in my bed at night, waiting to see ( Read more... )

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ooooohhhhh elephantshoesae December 6 2004, 15:09:59 UTC

Oh, honey, I don't want you to ever feel like you are lost. I want you to know that there are people in this world who love you. Me, Kassie, Des, Ericka, My mom (as you know), my entire family, your ephews/neices, see you do have a family, you just have to dig a little deeper to find it, but it is there to help and support you through anything. I love you Anna, and I am here for you.

Re: ooooohhhhh annawentbananas December 6 2004, 15:50:03 UTC

I know Tony...It's just...some things are things that just, sadly enough, can't be changed because it is too late. I know I have a great future and a great now with you, but it's my past...it's the hurt and pain I've gone through...Then again, I wouldn't be who I am without those "hurts" now...right? But, all is well. I had a great time with you this weekend & I love you so much. Thanks for the reply, it means a lot.

gcgurlieshakeit December 6 2004, 15:31:47 UTC

hmm. im sorry to hear that. i hope everything works out for you and your family.

Kelly

annawentbananas December 6 2004, 15:51:38 UTC

Thanks Kelly......Everything will be ok, it's just that sometimes I get in these "moods" because of my family, but everything will be ok...the sooner I'm outta here, the better.

gcgurlieshakeit December 6 2004, 16:07:27 UTC

yeah i know what you mean with the moods. i get in them once in a while.

like when my parents argue i get sick to my stomach. maybe im off track here lol.

your strong, so you can get through anything. XD

elenaromania December 6 2004, 17:16:20 UTC

In this case it is good that you feel as if you don't belong. If you did fit in, you would be so much less than you are. You can create your own family, one in which you can choose the members. You have Tony and you have Me, and Kass and Erika as well as many others who care for you in the ways that your parents should. You may feel lost now, but remember that you are never alone.