"The time has come!" the walrus said. . .

May 19, 2005 09:10

"To talk of other things. . ."
I was reading some of my past entries and I'm such a confused little girl. When I'm caught up i the moment I don't know the difference between love and lust. I didn't love Michael, or Brian. I cared for them but it wasn't love. I'm pretty sure about Chris.
I'm a real bitch too. I never realized I was like that and now I'm embarrassed that I could ever act like that. Ya know?
I'm just ready for school to get out. That's where all my drama and misery come from. I think that I'm going to Maine towards the beginning of the summer. It will be great! And my mom is dropping off my camera tomorrow. Can't wait. Black and white pictures are neat. Most of them are of me. . . But that's okay. . . because it's my camera. I do have pictures of friends.

I LOVE YOU SAMANTHA! I KNOW THAT WHATEVER HARD TIMES WE GO THROUGH TAHT IN THE END IT WILL BE TWICE AS GOOD AND WORTH IT ALL THE WAY! I'm sorry I pissed you off but we just need time to ourselves to talk without having to worry about other people being around to hold you back. I love you and I want a friendship, not fights all the time. I'm deleting those comments we left eachother and we'll forget completely about them, we get along too well and to be acting like this.

I love my friends. They just don't love me back.(not you samantha)
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