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I am wearing a thin and delicate bra. I like the way it makes me look.
I am okay with how small my boobs are.
I found a jar of peanut butter today.
I ate two cookies last night and enjoyed every minute.
I noticed how cute my legs were yesterday, if a little chubby and short.
I am wearing green tights and a very short skirt.
I'm going christmas shopping with webster today. I've already done my shopping, I think I might get something sexy for myself that no one will ever see. I want to feel sexy.
I want love. I am going to fill my life with love. No more nothing, no more cold. Just love love lovelovelovelove. I am going to love my body, love myself. I will enjoy eating, enjoy being with people. I am going to do what makes me happy, not what makes me better. I will not care if people look at me. Because I will be beautiful. I am beautiful. Soon I will be beautiful. There won't be any time to be ashamed. Especially not of who I am. I will write more often and I won't write shit. I will keep drawing, I will sing. I will write music and play harmonica not because I want people to think I am interesting and magnetic, but because I honestly love harmonica. I will fill my life with love and that's that. i will not be lame and dumb about it. I will not be scared of my sexuality. I will not shy away from sexy things. I will love love love love love people. I will kiss people. I am going to look people in the eyes and fall in love with everyone.
I am so excited.
I love loving love.
ps this is not me being head over heels. this is me.
I am okay with how small my boobs are.
I found a jar of peanut butter today.
I ate two cookies last night and enjoyed every minute.
I noticed how cute my legs were yesterday, if a little chubby and short.
I am wearing green tights and a very short skirt.
I'm going christmas shopping with webster today. I've already done my shopping, I think I might get something sexy for myself that no one will ever see. I want to feel sexy.
I want love. I am going to fill my life with love. No more nothing, no more cold. Just love love lovelovelovelove. I am going to love my body, love myself. I will enjoy eating, enjoy being with people. I am going to do what makes me happy, not what makes me better. I will not care if people look at me. Because I will be beautiful. I am beautiful. Soon I will be beautiful. There won't be any time to be ashamed. Especially not of who I am. I will write more often and I won't write shit. I will keep drawing, I will sing. I will write music and play harmonica not because I want people to think I am interesting and magnetic, but because I honestly love harmonica. I will fill my life with love and that's that. i will not be lame and dumb about it. I will not be scared of my sexuality. I will not shy away from sexy things. I will love love love love love people. I will kiss people. I am going to look people in the eyes and fall in love with everyone.
I am so excited.
I love loving love.
ps this is not me being head over heels. this is me.