Massively Huge Problem...
It is funny how reliant I am on technology. My computer - my laptop computer that has had absolutely zero real problems (general periodic slowness aside) - just crashed. I have no idea what happened.
I am devastated.
Not only because of that, but because I had a very bad conversation with the bf. I have no goals. Like I have often said here, I have to get my goals in order. I have no clue what I want to do with my life. I have everything that I want. I have everything that I need (except a computer now of course). And the one person I care about does not share the same feelings for me.
What a depressing thought. I am completely happy except for that - I have the perfect job, perfect friends, a perfect family, and basically a perfect life. I know I am probably repeating myself but I just had to get it out again. I don't know what to do from here. I need balance somehow.
... and a new computer.
FUCK!