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So I forgot to mention that yesterday I saw my kinda ex kid Mike when I went to go get some magical substances. He was my last resort so I texted him and told him I know he hates me but I need him. He called me and was all sweet and was like "I don't hate you, I never did." and it was nice to hear that. Seeing him was so crazy. He's so damn good looking. haha Like.. even better looking than he was when we were together, I hate when they get hotter after you dump them. haha Ugh. Boys. I love them. They are my weakness. haha
Scale said 136 today. Pretty awesome, but not 135. Damn it. Every morning I wake up and arch my back to feel my ribs. haha It's the only way I really see progress. I want to be under 135 by the next time I see Joe. which is tomorrow or thursday.
Oh and lovely, my best friends boyfriend Matt is talking to me again. Great. We have this ridiculous fucked up history. And he pissed me off so I played him like a bitch and he found out. hah And then he stopped talking to me. And last night he was all "what are we never talking again?" and I was like "well I figured you had a vendetta against me by now." and he said no.. and now we're talking like nothing ever happened. Pretty sure he just wants to talk now because we're both going to be home for the summer. Ugh.
I want to see Joe. Bad. He's so weird. I hate liking him. He never makes sense.
And I want to see Bicudo even worse. I can't believe we're going to live together for a month. haha So crazy. But I'm so excited. I miss him so much. Living in Your Letters came on my ipod last night and it like.. made my life. haha
I just realized I have far too many boys. Damn it. haha Like I said. Cute boys are my weakness. And Mike, Joe, and Bi are all very very cute. hah
Chem final in an hour. I don't even care anymore. I'm going to fail.
Scale said 136 today. Pretty awesome, but not 135. Damn it. Every morning I wake up and arch my back to feel my ribs. haha It's the only way I really see progress. I want to be under 135 by the next time I see Joe. which is tomorrow or thursday.
Oh and lovely, my best friends boyfriend Matt is talking to me again. Great. We have this ridiculous fucked up history. And he pissed me off so I played him like a bitch and he found out. hah And then he stopped talking to me. And last night he was all "what are we never talking again?" and I was like "well I figured you had a vendetta against me by now." and he said no.. and now we're talking like nothing ever happened. Pretty sure he just wants to talk now because we're both going to be home for the summer. Ugh.
I want to see Joe. Bad. He's so weird. I hate liking him. He never makes sense.
And I want to see Bicudo even worse. I can't believe we're going to live together for a month. haha So crazy. But I'm so excited. I miss him so much. Living in Your Letters came on my ipod last night and it like.. made my life. haha
I just realized I have far too many boys. Damn it. haha Like I said. Cute boys are my weakness. And Mike, Joe, and Bi are all very very cute. hah
Chem final in an hour. I don't even care anymore. I'm going to fail.