Zane Garrett vs Me
I have been reading this M/M series recently called the Cut and Run series by Abigail Roux ... and i keep forgetting her co-writer's name orz
The book was enjoyable as it started but then it started getting cheesy.. Its not like i dont like cheese.. idk.. i kept thinking if this was an Aoi/ Uruha fic .. i'd be so digging the cheese but since the tough guy image that the author built up for the characters somehow didn't go with it.. Maybe that is the reason why i take a break whenever there's too much porn or too much fluffy situations happening.. XDD
But there's something about the series that it makes you keep reading.. and like i said in the subject.. this character, Zane Garrett (i love his name (‘∀’●)♡ ), somehow I see too much of me in him.. lol
When i told this to my friends and laid out his character details, they turned confused faces to me saying, except for a few things, nothing else seems similar..
I'll list them out here too..
- Thinks too much till there's no more numbers to be crunched
- Can't sleep properly
- Worries too much
- Gets depressed easily
- Avoids doing spontaneous things
- Alcoholic
- Drug Addict
- Doesn't care about his own life
- Has lost his wife whom he loved very much
- Got an awesome partner
These i can think fo now.. I ended up listing most of things that match with me.. lol.. except the alcoholic and drug addict part.. and the last two points too
My friends were like he is not like me.. and it just showed how they dont know much about me.. How they dunno that i am the way i am because of lots of self - restrain.. another point that matches with him.. XD
If i ever let myself indulge, i know I'd be far gone.. There are too many things i keep bottled inside that i wouldn't like others to know.. and thats why i think i'll never let myself get drunk.. No one would be able to handle me.. I'm sure. XD
Now, idk why i made this post.. cuz i needed to get my mind off of dark territories.. XD
Now, i'll go work..
The book was enjoyable as it started but then it started getting cheesy.. Its not like i dont like cheese.. idk.. i kept thinking if this was an Aoi/ Uruha fic .. i'd be so digging the cheese but since the tough guy image that the author built up for the characters somehow didn't go with it.. Maybe that is the reason why i take a break whenever there's too much porn or too much fluffy situations happening.. XDD
But there's something about the series that it makes you keep reading.. and like i said in the subject.. this character, Zane Garrett (i love his name (‘∀’●)♡ ), somehow I see too much of me in him.. lol
When i told this to my friends and laid out his character details, they turned confused faces to me saying, except for a few things, nothing else seems similar..
I'll list them out here too..
- Thinks too much till there's no more numbers to be crunched
- Can't sleep properly
- Worries too much
- Gets depressed easily
- Avoids doing spontaneous things
- Alcoholic
- Drug Addict
- Doesn't care about his own life
- Has lost his wife whom he loved very much
- Got an awesome partner
These i can think fo now.. I ended up listing most of things that match with me.. lol.. except the alcoholic and drug addict part.. and the last two points too
My friends were like he is not like me.. and it just showed how they dont know much about me.. How they dunno that i am the way i am because of lots of self - restrain.. another point that matches with him.. XD
If i ever let myself indulge, i know I'd be far gone.. There are too many things i keep bottled inside that i wouldn't like others to know.. and thats why i think i'll never let myself get drunk.. No one would be able to handle me.. I'm sure. XD
Now, idk why i made this post.. cuz i needed to get my mind off of dark territories.. XD
Now, i'll go work..