Don't waste your time on me You're already the voice inside my head
Sometimes I sit and think and wonder if he really does still care about me. Can he tell that I still have something for him? Sometimes I would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand...but you never will.
You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone
I can't help but to think back on everything I miss about you..I miss holding your hand, I miss your sky blue eyes, and your smile that weakened my defenses everytime. But most of all, I miss you missing me.
I'm trying really hard to get over him. But no matter how hard I try I still have some sort of feeling for him, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And I sometimes hope that the new person in my life was still you, and have everything how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Things sometimes take time and I have many rough things to get through before I get to where I want to be. But if you give up on the things I want, Everything I've already gone through ends up being worthless..But I know not everythings going to be picture perfect. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I still can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.
I'm just a girl, hiding my emotions by a smile, hoping that if I play everything to be alright, it will eventually be ok. But when I actually sit down and think about all the pain that is in my life, I can't get any sleep, I'm up all night just thinking. Everyday I start drifting away more and more and just wondering why. I try to be strong and put on a big smile so no one has to worry about me, but the truth is, I want you to worry about me and try to help me, cuz im dieing -inside-.
I'd like to think that I have made it so that you will never forget me. But then I see the truth...that I will fade from your memories long before you will ever fade from mine. I only regret that I could have meant as much to you as you have meant to me, so you could always remember me as I will remember you
"I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets."
I've come to realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along. :)
You'll never understand why I hurt so much because you're not the one who is crying, you're not the one who is left behind, you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone
I can't help but to think back on everything I miss about you..I miss holding your hand, I miss your sky blue eyes, and your smile that weakened my defenses everytime. But most of all, I miss you missing me.
I'm trying really hard to get over him. But no matter how hard I try I still have some sort of feeling for him, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And I sometimes hope that the new person in my life was still you, and have everything how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Things sometimes take time and I have many rough things to get through before I get to where I want to be. But if you give up on the things I want, Everything I've already gone through ends up being worthless..But I know not everythings going to be picture perfect. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I still can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.
I'm just a girl, hiding my emotions by a smile, hoping that if I play everything to be alright, it will eventually be ok. But when I actually sit down and think about all the pain that is in my life, I can't get any sleep, I'm up all night just thinking. Everyday I start drifting away more and more and just wondering why. I try to be strong and put on a big smile so no one has to worry about me, but the truth is, I want you to worry about me and try to help me, cuz im dieing -inside-.
I'd like to think that I have made it so that you will never forget me. But then I see the truth...that I will fade from your memories long before you will ever fade from mine. I only regret that I could have meant as much to you as you have meant to me, so you could always remember me as I will remember you
"I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets."
I've come to realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along. :)