First Entry
Well, this is my first entry. I hope your happy Maris!! Well I'm gonna explain what happened this past week cuz i need to. last week i went to d.c. for a law forum and met kids from all across the country who i miss dearly!! I love you all. BRANDEIS BABY 2-0!!! But anyway, I came home on Sunday, which was halloween, my fav. holiday, and my boyfriend, chris, comes over and he tells me "that he doesnt think we should continue our relationship because he likes another girl". So i do what any girl does, call my best friends. i call nadine/maris and i tell them what happened and they of course come to my rescue. anyway i get to school on monday tell the rest of my friends what happen and they flip. then during pre-calc i find out that chris went out with the chick to dinner with his parents while i was in d.c. w/o my knowledge. o boy o boy was i pissed. O btw Chris is a senior and this girl he likes is a FRESHMAN!!! But anyway, Tuesday comes along and it is our tennis dinner. so amanda calls chris cuz she wants to yell at him for what happened. he calls after the dinner so she proceeds to yell at him on the drive home from O.C.B. and he proceeds to "explain" his rationale. So there is some yellin involved and people running from their houses and we end up meeting chris in the high school parking lot. amanda and chris go off to chat while rachel and i walk around doing nothing. so they come back after about 20 minutes and im talking to nadine cuz the band was done practicing. they all come over and amanda says lets go and i thought she was talking to me but she wasnt. she tells me no stay talk to chris and i shouted NO, I DONT WANT TO TALK TO HIM!! and i walk away. we get back to the car, and for some reason he is following us. my phone starts to ring and i answer it. it's chris' dad, and he is asking where chris is. i, of course, being the shmuck that i am tell him i havent seen him. meanwhile rachel is flippin in the front seat, sayin what r u doing? hes right there, tell him hes right there!!! amanda just looks at me like im a retard. i got off the phone after im done lying and i get in the car and rachel was like y did u do that, and i said cuz im an a-hole! then amanda turns to chris and yells at him, you see what she just did, she just covered for u u ragin a-hole! after that we left and i came home and watched O.T.H. cuz its the shizz. then thursday came along and chris called nadine/maris (they were at nadines house) to explain himself. then after a lengthy convo they call me and tell me some of the stuff he said. he says he still "cares about me and still likes me" and that "nothing has ever happened or will ever happen with the freshmen". i say what the crap ever. he also asked nadine to "pull some strings with me so he could talk to me". well again me being a schmuck, the string pulling worked and i agreed to talk to him, but i refused to call him. so she called him and told him to call me. he said he would make it his "first priority" after he was done packing for states (hes a cross country star). well i went to bed around 10 and nothing. woke up at like 4 to finish my hw and still nothing. i decided that he doesnt want to reconcile with me, he is more interested in making sure that no one else is mad at him. he doesnt care about me he cares about eveveryone else being mad at him. so that was yesterday. then today i went over to nadine's after school and we chilled and watched general hospital. then after that we talked and it came out after everything i still like him (see me being the schmuck!!) even though i dont like him as much as i used to. i decided that im always gonna like him and hes gonna be the guy i always "love" but never get. then nadine said but sweetie u did get him and i said yea for 2 and half weeks and he dumped me for a FRESHMAN!!! then maris came over and nadine had to go to the football game so we crossed the street to maris'. there we proceeded to go online and talk to people and look at pictures, and talk about boys. But there that has been my week so far. i have to work tomorrow all day and the hospital is freaking busy as crap!!
I've decided to dedicate my journal (haha im stealing it maris) to maris because she is the reason im starting this cuz now u can read what goes on in my life. although i dont see y it matters considering u live like 5 blocks away from me and im gonna live at your house and nadine's house from now on!!! Love ya my capricorn twin!!!