so.
I haven't been on this thing in months upon months and it's 4:29 AM and I have nothing better to do with my time exceot explain to you what has gone on in my life recently as short and sweet as I can make it.
I've been in and out of shitty relationships.
I lost my virginity to a scumbag.
I turned 18 a week later.
We fucked again. and in no way would i consider what we did "sex" or "making love". It was pure fuck.
I got proposed to two times, and both times I turned them down as gently as I could... but I'm not too much of a sensitive person so it didn't turn out as expected.
I got fucked over my numerous guys.
I learned that age cannot judge ones matutity level.
I met an amazing guy named alex "roofie".
I moved out of my house well over a month ago.
I lived with 2 friends along with other roomates in a small apartment for a while.
I drove to san marcos to visit alex and stayed with him for a couple days.
It was amazing... and I'd never been so happy and secure.
I'm doing my shit to get into Texas State in the spring semester and alex is helping me every step of the way (he goes there as well).
I came back to Houston.
Lived in that apartment for about another week.
Made one of the biggest mistakes of my life in the meantime.
I went to shows here and there, only about once a week or so.
I got fed up with alot of shit regarding my roomates.
I moved in with Miss Ana and her parents.
I've lived here for about a couple weeks now.
I'm happy and things are going well regarding that.
I met alot of sketchy people in the meantime and was fucked over and fucked over a few people here and there.
I had people tell dozens and I mean dozens of people that i was pregnant and a whore.
people... who were my best friends.
I have guy after guy after guy after guy and each one overlapping telling me that they like me and think i am beautiful.
I hate it. It's impossible for me to have a guy friend, and I hate girls... which is why ana and I get along so much because she's lesbian so there is no drama whatsoever.
My problem with leading guys on went away but with this huge buildup of guys liking me, it's hard.
Guys want to fuck me, and treat me like shit, and then brag about it to everyone.
Lies go around that I've fucked all these dudes, because they tell everyone lies to get props for "fucking kristin".
All in all, I have met an amazing guy.
I think I picked a good one.
congratulations for me.
I've been in and out of shitty relationships.
I lost my virginity to a scumbag.
I turned 18 a week later.
We fucked again. and in no way would i consider what we did "sex" or "making love". It was pure fuck.
I got proposed to two times, and both times I turned them down as gently as I could... but I'm not too much of a sensitive person so it didn't turn out as expected.
I got fucked over my numerous guys.
I learned that age cannot judge ones matutity level.
I met an amazing guy named alex "roofie".
I moved out of my house well over a month ago.
I lived with 2 friends along with other roomates in a small apartment for a while.
I drove to san marcos to visit alex and stayed with him for a couple days.
It was amazing... and I'd never been so happy and secure.
I'm doing my shit to get into Texas State in the spring semester and alex is helping me every step of the way (he goes there as well).
I came back to Houston.
Lived in that apartment for about another week.
Made one of the biggest mistakes of my life in the meantime.
I went to shows here and there, only about once a week or so.
I got fed up with alot of shit regarding my roomates.
I moved in with Miss Ana and her parents.
I've lived here for about a couple weeks now.
I'm happy and things are going well regarding that.
I met alot of sketchy people in the meantime and was fucked over and fucked over a few people here and there.
I had people tell dozens and I mean dozens of people that i was pregnant and a whore.
people... who were my best friends.
I have guy after guy after guy after guy and each one overlapping telling me that they like me and think i am beautiful.
I hate it. It's impossible for me to have a guy friend, and I hate girls... which is why ana and I get along so much because she's lesbian so there is no drama whatsoever.
My problem with leading guys on went away but with this huge buildup of guys liking me, it's hard.
Guys want to fuck me, and treat me like shit, and then brag about it to everyone.
Lies go around that I've fucked all these dudes, because they tell everyone lies to get props for "fucking kristin".
All in all, I have met an amazing guy.
I think I picked a good one.
congratulations for me.