What's goin' on in my lyf right now

Jul 13, 2016 23:35

Hey guys! Lol i don't even know if anyone's going to read this, if I still have any readers there that actually visit my page every now and then or those that read my personal and non-fic posts (so for those who have gotten notified in email or inbox of me posting something new sorry to disappoint you it's not a fic lol), but I'm gonna write anyway because I miss writing so much.

My last post, an update on what I was doing before I went hiatus, was dated 2 years ago. Damn does time fly. So much and literally SO MUCH has happened ever since I stepped in University I just can't even think of a way to summarize it even. I joined organizations, did performances, did photoshoots and film shoots, so many things happened so fast that I seriously suddenly didn't have time to write fics anymore (or at all for that matter, except the school papers and scripts I was required to write). As a reader I know that it's frustrating, I know that oftentimes you can't help but have negative feelings towards the writer who suddenly abandoned her blog, but I now know that people really do have reasons for that. Heck, what if that person (God forbid) died? If you knew would you have hated the person for leaving stories unfinished, plot bunnies undeveloped, requests unaccomplished? I learned all of this so I hope you guys won't take it against the person if he/she takes a break from posting.

Anyway I'm sure you're (if anyone is actually reading this post) wondering whether or not I'm going to start writing fics again. And honestly the answer is a sincere "I will try." I made promises last time, and I wasn't able to stick to them, which sucks so...I don't want to bring your hopes up by promising that I'd write this and that and post them as before. But despite that I am having a little positivity which I hope you'd have too. There was the word "try" in my answer, which means whenever I can, yes, I would probably write. But with everything that I'm doing unfortunately my process will change. I used to make posters and sometimes trailers for every fic, but now I don't think I can anymore (unless I'm just grabbing photos really). I also used to write chaptered fics that on average could end after 15 parts maybe? Well I don't really have as much time as I did in high school, you know? So whenever I do write, it would mostly be one-threeshots, or if I for some reason do write a chaptered fic, well I'd update it REAL slow...like every few months...or even a few times a year maybe. But all else aside, at least I won't completely abandon the blog, right?

Lastly I wanted to share things that I'm experiencing...just by writing this I'm seriously enjoying the hell out of myself, I missed expressing myself this way, just typing away in the middle of the night (or morning), and getting feedback and making friends from different parts of the world who share the same interests or just really like to read and write. So I was pondering, and the question is, do I make this account not only a place for my fics, but a personal blog as well? The issue with that is no one might even read it, which is sad. So whoever's out there, if my friends from my fic-writing days are still there, I hope you could give me some advice on this. I can make a separate personal blog but no one might even have interests in reading it (I mean, I'm not like those popular people with lots of supporters online), but if I put it out here there might be that chance that I still have some audience, but it's not fic-related which was essentially the primary niche of animeaddict96. Hope someone out there still cares, still reads, and is willing to give me some feedback :)

P.S. I'm so happy that when I visited some of my communities, my friends are still writing. Best of luck to all of you and I hope you never stop <3

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