I have returned...sorry it has to be an emo entry

Dec 15, 2008 22:17

I pretty much fail at this whole college thing.
I think I pretty much fail at this whole life thing, too.

1) I got a B in the ONE class that I was guaranteed an A in, all because of this stupid concert evaluation. I misunderstood my professor with where to turn it in (I didn't manage to get it printed out before class). He apparently told me to slip it under his office door, but I only heard him say that he would be giving make-up exams for a half hour after our final. Therefore, when I saw that there wasn't anyone in the classroom when I did finally manage to get it printed out, I panicked. I desperately searched for his office to no avail. I finally found it after talking with the people at the Department of Humanities. No one answered the door, but the light was on. However, he shares an office with a few other professors, so I thought one of them might've been in there. So I went to the Department of Humanities, told them to put it in his mailbox, and I emailed him letting him know. He then returned my email with a "I asked specifically for you to put it under my door. Now I won't get your evaluation until Jan. 9th when I return to campus. You can email the evaluation to me for partial credit. Next time, turn things in in a timely manner and listen to directions," etc. I emailed it to him, and I offered to drive my evaluation out to him if there was any way I'd get full credit for it. We'll see what he says to that. His signature at the end at least seemed teasing, so hopefully he'll be more open to suggestion.

2) I'm fearful of my biochem grade. Seriously. My final absolutely sucked, and apparently he doesn't curve. Praying for a C...

3) I need that A in music history. I NEED it. I need to boost my GPA somehow, and I doubt my other classes will help much.

4) I can't tell the guy I've liked for months that I like him. The thought of rejection scares me, and I'm pretty sure almost positive I'd be rejected.

5) I doubt I'll be able to get through med school if I'm barely making my way through undergrad right now. I promised myself I'd do better this semester, but I don't think I did.

6) I feel like I'm replacing an amazing friend of mine with another, and I hate it. I don't want to drift away from her or lose her.

I think that's it for now...

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