This is better than doing hw...
I am getting very stressed out! I have so much shit to get done before the end of the semester..which is like not even a month away..I have to finish the write-up for my canine and feline nutrition research, write a paper comparing the Communist Manifesto and The Law, write a couple of other papers, study for a few more exams, study for finals, fix my computer, figure out what the hell I am doing this summer...the list goes on...
I have made some progress though..I wrote up a formal business letter and fixed my resume and sent it out to several vets back home, so hopefully I'll get a job at one of them...and I have had slightly more motivation (emphasis on slightly) lately to get some shit done, so hw wise I guess I am doing ok.
This weekend I plan on getting a lot done...tomorrow I am going to go and see if I can get my computer fixed and I am going to go to the statistics dept to find out if I can take a stats class at home and transfer the credits here and what not...I am going to spend sat at the library doing some more research for my papers and forcing myself to sit there and write some more of them..then I have a big chem exam (grrr) on monday so I will go to a review session on sun and spend a whole bunch of time studying...we'll see how that goes...
Socially it should be fun too though...Friday night my friends and I might go to this drag show that is coming here..hehe I think that would be fun..then sat night there is a swing dancing thing where they teach you how to swing dance then they put on a little dance so you can put your new moves to work...I am thinking about asking my friend steve to come..but I don't want him to get the wrong idea...I mean he's awesome...really awesome, but I doubt he likes me like that and I don't want him to think that I do and then make things weird between us...but then sometimes I wonder if maybe he does feel that way about me....but I really dont think so, and if he does, I'm not sure it's a good thing...he's a great guy, but I think I should be single for a while given my recent situation, and I am leaving here soon and I don't want to be attached to someone here when I am leaving for 4 months...I mean I am going to do what chris said (see chris you give good advice too) and just see where things go and I think I am going to see if he wants to join us (us..as in me and my friends sounds less like a date right?)
But yeah, so about Steve...he has a tendency to ask me to go to lunch with him last minute after I have already eaten lunch so I haven't been able to go with him several times this week and I felt bad. So tues night at 11:30 he's like, I'm hungy let's go get something to eat...I wasn't hungry but I didn't want to turn him down again, so I went. We had a blast! Or at least I did and I hope he did too...but anyway, we went to Denny's at first, and we walk in and the guy comes over to seat us, and Steve goes to him, I could really go for steak n' shake, do u know if they're open? Hahaha...the guy was like I dont know I don't work there, so Steve was like ok we'll check and if not we'll come back..he's goofy like that but I felt terrible walking out like that! LOL...so we went to Steak n' shake and I just ordered a shake and he ordered a shake and like 2 full meals...and he's skinny still, little bastard, hehe j/k...and we just talked...he's frickin hilarious, I mean when I hang out with him, my cheeks wind up hurting...so anyway, then at like 1:30 he finally finishes eating and we get back into his car and he starts putting on this music he listens to..he listens to a lot of different stuff, and he listens to music for the lyrics more than anything (he's "wicked" smart), and we decided to drive around aimlessly listening to music, and he told me all about what each song was saying and stuff, and he sang to every song..it was hilarious...so sometime after 3 I got back...needless to say I slept through my 8:30 am class the next day, but it was worth it, I had a really good time and I needed it b/c i was getting really stressed out..and it was the first time we hung out just the two of us and it was nice..but also a little confusing..I mean he did and said some things that are hard to explain but they felt more then friendly...not in a creepy way..they just did...like for example, at the end of the night he hugged me and when we pulled away he kept his hand like by my hairline and kind of kept it there for a little bit and stroked there, like really gently, and then when he took his hand down he (very intentionally) ran his fingers through my hair a little, and he kinda looked at me, like into my eyes but it felt different...if that makes any sense at all...I don't know maybe I am reading into things, but it just makes me wonder a little...so yeah enough about that...
Let's see what else...I have had some more fun convos with Chris and Tanis (or should I call you Matt, hehe)...the other night we did a photo exchange thing, hehe it was fun. And like a night or two before that we played the game where you say one word and the person has to say the first thing that comes to mind..haha for those of you who know my mind you know how crazy that got...hehe that was great!
I dont know what else to say...actually just one more thing...my friends are awesome! I don't know what I would do without them, you guys are awesome! I feel like I have several friends who really are there for me and who I can honestly tell anything, which is great b/c everyone needs people like that in their life..they make things so much easier...thanks guys, really, thanks
Ok wow...I babbled a lot...I just soooo don't feel like doing this hw...grrr..well I am going to go and at least try to find some motivation to do some of it..ttyl all!
I have made some progress though..I wrote up a formal business letter and fixed my resume and sent it out to several vets back home, so hopefully I'll get a job at one of them...and I have had slightly more motivation (emphasis on slightly) lately to get some shit done, so hw wise I guess I am doing ok.
This weekend I plan on getting a lot done...tomorrow I am going to go and see if I can get my computer fixed and I am going to go to the statistics dept to find out if I can take a stats class at home and transfer the credits here and what not...I am going to spend sat at the library doing some more research for my papers and forcing myself to sit there and write some more of them..then I have a big chem exam (grrr) on monday so I will go to a review session on sun and spend a whole bunch of time studying...we'll see how that goes...
Socially it should be fun too though...Friday night my friends and I might go to this drag show that is coming here..hehe I think that would be fun..then sat night there is a swing dancing thing where they teach you how to swing dance then they put on a little dance so you can put your new moves to work...I am thinking about asking my friend steve to come..but I don't want him to get the wrong idea...I mean he's awesome...really awesome, but I doubt he likes me like that and I don't want him to think that I do and then make things weird between us...but then sometimes I wonder if maybe he does feel that way about me....but I really dont think so, and if he does, I'm not sure it's a good thing...he's a great guy, but I think I should be single for a while given my recent situation, and I am leaving here soon and I don't want to be attached to someone here when I am leaving for 4 months...I mean I am going to do what chris said (see chris you give good advice too) and just see where things go and I think I am going to see if he wants to join us (us..as in me and my friends sounds less like a date right?)
But yeah, so about Steve...he has a tendency to ask me to go to lunch with him last minute after I have already eaten lunch so I haven't been able to go with him several times this week and I felt bad. So tues night at 11:30 he's like, I'm hungy let's go get something to eat...I wasn't hungry but I didn't want to turn him down again, so I went. We had a blast! Or at least I did and I hope he did too...but anyway, we went to Denny's at first, and we walk in and the guy comes over to seat us, and Steve goes to him, I could really go for steak n' shake, do u know if they're open? Hahaha...the guy was like I dont know I don't work there, so Steve was like ok we'll check and if not we'll come back..he's goofy like that but I felt terrible walking out like that! LOL...so we went to Steak n' shake and I just ordered a shake and he ordered a shake and like 2 full meals...and he's skinny still, little bastard, hehe j/k...and we just talked...he's frickin hilarious, I mean when I hang out with him, my cheeks wind up hurting...so anyway, then at like 1:30 he finally finishes eating and we get back into his car and he starts putting on this music he listens to..he listens to a lot of different stuff, and he listens to music for the lyrics more than anything (he's "wicked" smart), and we decided to drive around aimlessly listening to music, and he told me all about what each song was saying and stuff, and he sang to every song..it was hilarious...so sometime after 3 I got back...needless to say I slept through my 8:30 am class the next day, but it was worth it, I had a really good time and I needed it b/c i was getting really stressed out..and it was the first time we hung out just the two of us and it was nice..but also a little confusing..I mean he did and said some things that are hard to explain but they felt more then friendly...not in a creepy way..they just did...like for example, at the end of the night he hugged me and when we pulled away he kept his hand like by my hairline and kind of kept it there for a little bit and stroked there, like really gently, and then when he took his hand down he (very intentionally) ran his fingers through my hair a little, and he kinda looked at me, like into my eyes but it felt different...if that makes any sense at all...I don't know maybe I am reading into things, but it just makes me wonder a little...so yeah enough about that...
Let's see what else...I have had some more fun convos with Chris and Tanis (or should I call you Matt, hehe)...the other night we did a photo exchange thing, hehe it was fun. And like a night or two before that we played the game where you say one word and the person has to say the first thing that comes to mind..haha for those of you who know my mind you know how crazy that got...hehe that was great!
I dont know what else to say...actually just one more thing...my friends are awesome! I don't know what I would do without them, you guys are awesome! I feel like I have several friends who really are there for me and who I can honestly tell anything, which is great b/c everyone needs people like that in their life..they make things so much easier...thanks guys, really, thanks
Ok wow...I babbled a lot...I just soooo don't feel like doing this hw...grrr..well I am going to go and at least try to find some motivation to do some of it..ttyl all!