I'm so fucking bored :)
Hello, so here I am updating again (the craziness!!!), b/c I am tired of doing hw and watching movies, which is all myself and my friends have been doing today, and its friday, and yeah I feel like going out and doing something but I don't want to go get wasted and I'm not in the mood to get all dressed up to go out dancing, and I don't like cow tipping, and really there is nothing else to do here....hmm..so here I am updating. I really don't have much to talk about, but you know me and how I can babble so I think I am just going to vent about some things that lately in my life have been pissing me off...so here goes.
So vet school....I want more than anything in the world to get my fucking degree in veterinary medicine..I add the fucking in there b/c lately it seems more impossible than ever before. For starters, it is soooooo hard to get into the schools, and b/c they're are all state funded they give preference to in state people, so getting into them out of state is so hard, and I am out of state to all except Cornell which is impossible to get into anyway...so basically I'm fucked. Then on top of that, there are only 27, and they all have different pre-reqs and I can't seem to get the pre-reqs in for more than 5, if that, which makes my chances of getting into one even smaller. I'm finding out I have to take tons of classes, and my schedule from now on until I graduate is insane..next semester I'm taking 18 credits, including physics and organic chem...the next semester is physics 2 and organic chem 2....fun shit....
Then, this summer...I am going to be sooooooooo busy!!! But thats not what is bothering me...I am worried about jobs...I need to get a job with a vet, and they need to be willing to train me to work as a vet assistant so I can get my hours and experience to apply to vet school...another pre-req, geez....and I need to get a job with a vet who isnt an uptight, mean person like that last one...yeah, I guess that's enough venting for that..
Next..what else, but guys...so the whole Dan thing really freaked me out. I would be lying if I said it didn't..and it has kind of put me off about guys, which is bad b/c I know they're not all like that, in fact I have some guy friends who have proven that to me (you guys know who you are :) ), and I know that there are some "right" ones out there. But now I find myself skeptical...REALLY skeptical about everything a lot of guys say....and it's kinda bad...I mean it would be nice to actually believe people when they compliment me, lol. But anyway, I'm very single now, and it feels nice after everything that happened. I am still always kinda looking for that "right" guy, you know "the one", but I'm not actively looking, if that makes any sense..like I am just going to go with whatever life hands me and not force anything...I just HOPE YO GOD, life hands me something...and not in another 18 years, lol.
Hmmmmm...I don't know...oh my computer is fucked up and I need to go and get it fixed....the CD drive isnt working...except for DVDs.. how weird is that?
I dont know what else to write...oh gosh my friend just walked in with cake....just what my ass and thighs need...oh man...ttyl all
So vet school....I want more than anything in the world to get my fucking degree in veterinary medicine..I add the fucking in there b/c lately it seems more impossible than ever before. For starters, it is soooooo hard to get into the schools, and b/c they're are all state funded they give preference to in state people, so getting into them out of state is so hard, and I am out of state to all except Cornell which is impossible to get into anyway...so basically I'm fucked. Then on top of that, there are only 27, and they all have different pre-reqs and I can't seem to get the pre-reqs in for more than 5, if that, which makes my chances of getting into one even smaller. I'm finding out I have to take tons of classes, and my schedule from now on until I graduate is insane..next semester I'm taking 18 credits, including physics and organic chem...the next semester is physics 2 and organic chem 2....fun shit....
Then, this summer...I am going to be sooooooooo busy!!! But thats not what is bothering me...I am worried about jobs...I need to get a job with a vet, and they need to be willing to train me to work as a vet assistant so I can get my hours and experience to apply to vet school...another pre-req, geez....and I need to get a job with a vet who isnt an uptight, mean person like that last one...yeah, I guess that's enough venting for that..
Next..what else, but guys...so the whole Dan thing really freaked me out. I would be lying if I said it didn't..and it has kind of put me off about guys, which is bad b/c I know they're not all like that, in fact I have some guy friends who have proven that to me (you guys know who you are :) ), and I know that there are some "right" ones out there. But now I find myself skeptical...REALLY skeptical about everything a lot of guys say....and it's kinda bad...I mean it would be nice to actually believe people when they compliment me, lol. But anyway, I'm very single now, and it feels nice after everything that happened. I am still always kinda looking for that "right" guy, you know "the one", but I'm not actively looking, if that makes any sense..like I am just going to go with whatever life hands me and not force anything...I just HOPE YO GOD, life hands me something...and not in another 18 years, lol.
Hmmmmm...I don't know...oh my computer is fucked up and I need to go and get it fixed....the CD drive isnt working...except for DVDs.. how weird is that?
I dont know what else to write...oh gosh my friend just walked in with cake....just what my ass and thighs need...oh man...ttyl all