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I'm going home next week, I can't wait to get out of here. Everything is bringing me further and further down. People make such huge demands on you and then you feel rubbish when you can't fulfil them. I feel rubbish because I feel an inability to do anything, and I don't care about so much now. I don't turn up for class, I sleep all day and still feel like I need more, I don't do the work for the course. I don't even know how I spend my time sometimes. This place is a mess and KB still hasn't said anything about moving out, I don't even know if I want to be here next year- what's the point?
I wish we had our wireless so I could go a whole day without seeing anyone, making conversation, being fake. And some clean pans would be nice so I could make a proper dinner occasionally.
I'm thinking of cutting my hair off.
Bah, can't wait to see Emma.
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I wish we had our wireless so I could go a whole day without seeing anyone, making conversation, being fake. And some clean pans would be nice so I could make a proper dinner occasionally.
I'm thinking of cutting my hair off.
Bah, can't wait to see Emma.
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