BITTER HONEST ...
What is depression? Truthfully ... do have to feel like shit all the time to be depressed? Or can it be like some days you think life is good and have a decent attitude about it and than other days you think it wouldn’t really be so bad if the rest of the world just totally forgot about you. Actually you think it would be REALLY nice if the rest of the world would just leave you the hell alone, all you wanna do is cry cuz you really have NO idea why you feel this way becuase its totally not in your nature as a person but you just do. Most things aren't worth the time, like picking up the phone ... you silence the calls cuz you don't even wanna try to pretend to be happy, the thought of it nearly makes you sick. Forget going anywhere ... you'd rather sleep or zone out in front of the TV where you can lose yourself in the pointless drama for an hour or so. Speaking of sleep you never get enough sleep, you could take a nap anyday, anytime. You hate it and you’d love to be happy but yet you don’t wanna talk about it, people get annoyed because they wanna know what is wrong, they say you can’t make it better if you don’t talk about it. What if there is nothing to talk about, nobody’s broken my heart, I know I've got great people around me, a roof over my head, a family that loves me and when I watch the news and realize how luck I am ... I have NO IDEA why the hell I’m soooo sad sometimes. Without knowing the reason you can’t find a solution so you go on that way ... until one day you wake up and it’s a decent day again. What do you think?