Dec 23, 2011 01:34
im making a life soundtrack.
and taking steps to rise up out of the flooding debt that seems to have stolen my happiness.
im learning that i may always love the people that have hurt me.
and im trying to know how to deal with that.
im most excited about my soundtrack.
i want to know how to deal with my heart more than anything.
i wish i didnt spend as much time wishing things were different.
what does your life look like at 25?
does it look like consumer credit counselor?
does it look like hunger pains?
does it look like days off spent sleeping or laying awake in bed?
does it look like uninspired?
does it look like america's backlashing robbery of your childhood dreams?
does it look like your parents?
dad told me to make a god can. a can labelled "god." and every time i cant do something write it down and put it inside. because god can. i was never one for jesus, in the biblical sense, but i'll make a god can. because that sounds a lot like dreaming again. and that's something i haven't done in a while.
im making a life soundtrack. full of awe and wonder and tragedy. love and loss. civic apathy. but im reaching for the space for hope.