PASSIONate
life is just good right now. interesting tidbit... got a postcard from kory today. lol. whatever. i don't even know what to think anymore... we'll see how it plays out when he gets back. if it works... it works.. if not, it was fun. right? that's the philosophy right? exactly.
i've had a fun, relaxing few days. exactly what i needed. just kickin it with mostly the girls... hangin out. watchin some movies... i'm sorry, but calendar girls was hysterical! i LOVE british comedy. humor. whatever u want to call it. but that doesn't change that i've been stuck in a yorkshire accent for the past 24 hours! save me! and then i saw dodgeball tonight... also funny. i think that i've been drawn to funny movies lately says something... i need humor... i need fun... i need just lightness. enough drama, enough seriousness. i'm seventeen years old, and i just need to be having fun. making memories. like that one song that guys (mitchell um horn??) sang... we made our memories young... exactly. i want something to look back on, to tell my kids about, when i get OLD. yuck. i don't want to be old. i WILL kill myself. honestly... i don't want to be one of those old people that's falling apart... that it hurts just to BE. and i probably will be, b/c i've beat my body up so much young. man maybe if i lost some weight... the i wouldn't put so much pressure on like my knees and ankles... and running wouldn't mess me up so much. but that would still leave the fact that i get kicked in the head too much. hahaha! oh well. i'm going to live my life one day at a time... and throw myself into ever activity i participate in with as much passion as i can muster. PASSION. i am going to live a passionate life. that's my goal. oo that's soo good... i want that to be my goal in life. life a passionate life, with no regrets, that i can look back on when i'm dying and smile at. i don't think i can say anything better than that... so peace.