the end of the day
well, i felt really truly guilty about not running with jen. so i got offline, went and cleaned dad's office, then went for an almost 2 1/2 mile run. i was dying. and i saw my favorite person in the world while running back home. ARGH HE PISSES ME OFF! but whatever. no... i actually really am hurt that i thought he was my friend, and aparently he so isn't. it just sorta hurts i guess... like i almost feel betrayed. and it just pisses me off that he would flat out lie to me... "adrianne... you KNOW that i will be here NO MATTER WHAT right? like no matter what happens with us, what happens to you, i will always be here for you." oh that's funny b/c you aren't talking to me and you won't even tell me why. ya that's what i call being here for me.
so then i got home, stripped, washed the face, and went out to pick up the girls. me and sayho and serena and KORINA (new addition) went to the starbucks on 72nd and made some lists... THIRTY ONE's my lucky number i guess! haha i thought it was going to be nine! that would be so cliche...
then we picked up rory and took him to brandon's... haha i swear we were there just last week! oh wait... we were. I'M MAKIN HIM DINNER! sadness. and now i'm back home... and about to hit the sack b/c I'M FRICKIN RUNNING WITH JEN TOMORROW! well, today. no doubt about it! it was a good day. not much happened, not much to think about... well one thing to think about... and i'm kinda hurt about it... but i guess you gotta do what you gotta do. sad that it hurts tho.