I am now remembering why I went off the antidepressants I am now on in the first place. I just feel like an animated dead person with no emotions ( Read more... )

I am not even joking when I say that the cost of medical insurance for me is more expensive than if I payed for everything out of pocket including the yearly fine ( Read more... )

My payment to my new health care insurance provider was rejected. The reason was simply listed as "other ( Read more... )

It sucks when people you generally like suddenly express a very shitty opinion that makes terrible emotions spike up inside you.

Yeah, I am still seeing a therapist. Next week is my next session.

I meant to post a little update yesterday. Yesterday was a good day. For the first time in a long time I actually felt in touch with reality. Present. The several days before it I felt very numb, in a daze, and not really connected with reality. Not even connected with my body ( Read more... )

I was severely depressed, so I can't really say anything I tweeted last week would fall under the subject of "Fave tweets from last week."

• Forgot to set my alarm and so I woke up an hour late. Some might say I probably needed the sleep but...
• ...I got 16 hours of sleep.
• I am trying so fucking hard to not let this place get to me, but the fucking ( Read more... )

All week I haven't slept well. The week before it was on an off. But all this week, I get maybe 4 or 5 hours of restful sleep and the rest of the time just going in and out of unconsciousness. Today it really caught up to me and I felt myself in a fatigued and unable to concentrate state. I was also pretty cranky, but did my best to keep it to ( Read more... )

I've been on vacation for the last several days. Gone off to a theme park with friends. It was actually Adem's idea as a way to celebrate being together one year. I have something small planned for the actual anniversary date ( Read more... )

I didn't get the job.

There is a website called FutureMe.org that allows you to write a letter to yourself in the future. I wrote a letter to myself March 28th, 2011 and just received it today.

Mixed feelings on it.

Dear Me ( Read more... )