And how long has it been? Almost two months...Yeah, I'm gonna hate myself in a couple months when I want to look back. But for some things this will be a blessing.

Isn't it odd to remember who you used to be? Isn't it odd to be reminded of some forgotten but telling memory from another year, another relationship, another and completely different you ( Read more... )

I see: the world
I neeed: happiness
I like: love
I want: a pony
I have on: tshirt and boxer shorts
I wish: on shooting stars
I love: laughter
I hate: stupidity
I miss: you
I fear: the forgotten
I feel: touch
I hear: music
I smell: paper
I crave: chocolate pudding!!
I search: for truth
I ponder: life
I regret: only what doesnt matter
I am: ( Read more... )

Okay, so how was everybody's Halloween? In the words of Joel, mine was pretty bitchin' even if I didn't get to scare grown black men to the point of tears at Atrox.  haha.

My day was pretty awesome ( Read more... )

Why does it take longer to dry clothes than to wash them? And why is the streetlight by my house white when the one down the street is orangey? Why does time pass so much more quickly now?  And why does random movies and harmless flirting seem so....dangerous?

I always want to say the right things.

Closure never came so slowly.

Hindsight ( Read more... )

Agwh, .: sniffle :. My nose is stuffy and I can't bweathe!

Seriously, .:wheeze:. I think I am going to DIE!

...Where the snapple is my inhaler?

Mmmmmm.....chicken noodle soup and boys on the phone...(though I put it on mute to blow my nose)

Isn't this cute in a soggy, sore, sniffl-y kind of way?     I thought so.

The festival was awesome.  Helping out in the concessions, guiding for Scotsboro (who had a really hot, flirty center snare!!), and walking around with Gavin and Adam (hah, and I ate his funnel cake!), witnessing half a screamfest between Mr. McFall and a band parent, losing my gloves and gauntlets --- then finding some new ones, performing the ( Read more... )

i'm sorry. yeah, i know i'm not worth it ( Read more... )

Did anyone else look at the moon this evening? It's so gorgeous. I wonder if it's waxing or waning ( i think i said it right); I hope it lasts that pretty throughout the weekend when I can actually enjoy it some.

IT'S FALL!

YAY!!

Oh. your. god.  My Ginny/Draco fanfic has FINALLY been updated!!!!!

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There's not much to say anymore.  Well, not that I want read anyway.

Second Best: It's not a fun thing to consider yourself.  But in the end, it all depends on your vantage point. And the End is so, so close now.

Belief Systems: Everybody has them. Everybody depends on them. But the more rigid or fragile they are, the harder it is to adjust when a ( Read more... )

I've finally had a really good evening with just the guys.  It's been a long time coming, almost two months i guess, and it was really nice. I'm glad to know that not every guy out there has to be a stupid insensitive asshole.  There are some really great ones too.

I look forward to tommorrow night.

And I left the shoes at Taco Bell!! I'm ( Read more... )