Wheeee Internet connection again
Hi all!!
If anyone is even still keeping me on their friends list.
I finally have internet connection at home, and have a new job, one that I really like.
It's a very slow day here today, so I am catching up with old friends and what not.
Same stuff as the last post. My personal life is upside down and inside out, but I am dealing with that, and learning new things about me, and growing as a person. I've put up with too much shit for too long, and I refuse to do it anymore. :)
For anyone who didn't know, I was involved with a serious drug addict for the last year. He made my life hell, but for some reason I couldn't let him go. Co-dependancy issues...anyway. That's what made me such an easy target. I should have run screaming from the get-go, but I have issues. What can I say?
I let him take advantage of me, and drag me down into a very dark place full of desperation and fear, and the feeling of spinning out of control. I never want to go there again. I AM in control of my life and my destiny, and I will not allow ANY drug to pull me down like it did him.
he is currently in jail. He has been accused of a crime (which, ironically, he did not commit) and I had him out on a non-arrest bond, $3K of my own money - I might add, well he was supposed to stay clean to keep the bond. He got randomly tested and *poof* into jail he went.
Do I miss him? of course. Do I love him? Yes. Do I love myself more? YES.
If anyone is even still keeping me on their friends list.
I finally have internet connection at home, and have a new job, one that I really like.
It's a very slow day here today, so I am catching up with old friends and what not.
Same stuff as the last post. My personal life is upside down and inside out, but I am dealing with that, and learning new things about me, and growing as a person. I've put up with too much shit for too long, and I refuse to do it anymore. :)
For anyone who didn't know, I was involved with a serious drug addict for the last year. He made my life hell, but for some reason I couldn't let him go. Co-dependancy issues...anyway. That's what made me such an easy target. I should have run screaming from the get-go, but I have issues. What can I say?
I let him take advantage of me, and drag me down into a very dark place full of desperation and fear, and the feeling of spinning out of control. I never want to go there again. I AM in control of my life and my destiny, and I will not allow ANY drug to pull me down like it did him.
he is currently in jail. He has been accused of a crime (which, ironically, he did not commit) and I had him out on a non-arrest bond, $3K of my own money - I might add, well he was supposed to stay clean to keep the bond. He got randomly tested and *poof* into jail he went.
Do I miss him? of course. Do I love him? Yes. Do I love myself more? YES.