Yep...I'm alive
Kinda.
Lots has happened. So much has changed, yet stayed the same.
I am in a state of rebirth right now. I need to work on so many things...namely my co-dependancy issues. I need help.
I have moved into a smaller house back in Pasadena, I am having to let the other house forclose because I was out of work for so long, there was no way I could catch up...and frankly, I am only making about 1/4 of what I was making in the mortgage biz.
I miss it every day. I work in the same area...so I often have to drive by my old job. It makes me sad.
I know things happen for a reason, but still...I miss the old days sometimes. That job would make me SO flippin' mad, but I loved it. I was important, my job made a difference in the world. I felt accomplished when I went home at night.
I don't feel that way now. I don't like my job and my home life is in turmoil. heh At least I know I am alive, right? :)
Anyway...I've missed you all, and I can get on line from work now...so I will try and be around more often!!
Lots has happened. So much has changed, yet stayed the same.
I am in a state of rebirth right now. I need to work on so many things...namely my co-dependancy issues. I need help.
I have moved into a smaller house back in Pasadena, I am having to let the other house forclose because I was out of work for so long, there was no way I could catch up...and frankly, I am only making about 1/4 of what I was making in the mortgage biz.
I miss it every day. I work in the same area...so I often have to drive by my old job. It makes me sad.
I know things happen for a reason, but still...I miss the old days sometimes. That job would make me SO flippin' mad, but I loved it. I was important, my job made a difference in the world. I felt accomplished when I went home at night.
I don't feel that way now. I don't like my job and my home life is in turmoil. heh At least I know I am alive, right? :)
Anyway...I've missed you all, and I can get on line from work now...so I will try and be around more often!!