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well it's almost midnight and i should be in bed but i took a long nap today so i really don't feel like sleeping. This weekend was very fun but at the same time in the back of my head there was that thought constantly sitting there laughing at me making me sad. Well friday kinda sucked alot. except for like the first time ever i actually enjoyed street scenes. i think it was cause i didn't have to worry about anything else. it was kinda redeeming in that i was like free in a sense. i guess. then i came home and no one was home so stole a fucking huge cigar, half of which is still sitting in my room i need to smoke that soon before it goes bad. then i met up with teddy and some other people i smoked some cigarettes and half of that cigar. then we just screwed around for a bit. but for the first weekend in like a month i didn't get wasted which is kinda ironic due to the circumstances. Saturday was fun too. Me teddy, and these two other kids just drove around in my friend dougs car for like three hours didn't get much done just smoked some more. then i went to sams party which was fun, we had piggy back jousting. and today i slept. so all in all it was actually a pretty decent weekend except for one setback. oh well at least i am not old ugly or sterile so i am not too worried.